John, this devastating news came as such a shock, i am so sorry that none of us knew what you were going through and wish we could have helped, but we know you are in safe hands now and i promise that you will never be forgotten. We will live our lives for you. We have had so many funny memories and moments since our friendship begun, i wish i had longer to know you, you will always be in my heart. I am so happy to have had the pleasure of being such good friends with you. I still cannot believe it. You are amazing, and we all love you so much, sleep softly, <3